I Miss You - Blink 182
Dear readers,
Thank you for still reading. I'm sorry I haven't posted lately. I guess I've been struggling lately. I've been thinking about my friend a lot lately and just struggling with different things brought into my life with dealing losing a friend to suicide. It's so hard to explain myself. But somehow, maybe you'll understand.
I imagine so many times that I will open the door and he'll be there, but he's not. I miss talking to him and just having him there. Somehow I feel like I'll never heal. But everyday I choose to keep going and everyday I do miss him. I think him about him greatly.
I wish I had spent more time with him, if I had only talked with him, hugged him more - just maybe he'd still be here. I wish he could had seen his greatness, because I sure did. He was wonderful. He is one of the bestest, greatest friend I've ever know. I will love him dearly forever.
Sometimes I want to erase this blog and sometimes I want to start a new slate over, because sometimes it's really hard. But then I think of the promise I made to him that I'll never let this world forget him.
Because I won't. My friend's name is Nathan. He's amazing, smart, loving, supportive, and talented. I want the world to know him. And they will. This is just the beginning. I have so many different goals that will happen, because of him and for him.
But for now, my husband and I were driving home from work when the song 'I Miss You' came on and made me greatly think of Nathan. So here you go...
Thank you for still reading. I'm sorry I haven't posted lately. I guess I've been struggling lately. I've been thinking about my friend a lot lately and just struggling with different things brought into my life with dealing losing a friend to suicide. It's so hard to explain myself. But somehow, maybe you'll understand.
I imagine so many times that I will open the door and he'll be there, but he's not. I miss talking to him and just having him there. Somehow I feel like I'll never heal. But everyday I choose to keep going and everyday I do miss him. I think him about him greatly.
I wish I had spent more time with him, if I had only talked with him, hugged him more - just maybe he'd still be here. I wish he could had seen his greatness, because I sure did. He was wonderful. He is one of the bestest, greatest friend I've ever know. I will love him dearly forever.
Sometimes I want to erase this blog and sometimes I want to start a new slate over, because sometimes it's really hard. But then I think of the promise I made to him that I'll never let this world forget him.
Because I won't. My friend's name is Nathan. He's amazing, smart, loving, supportive, and talented. I want the world to know him. And they will. This is just the beginning. I have so many different goals that will happen, because of him and for him.
But for now, my husband and I were driving home from work when the song 'I Miss You' came on and made me greatly think of Nathan. So here you go...
Love,
Megan
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